it’s been ages.
someone recently scrolled through my apps in my ipod and said, “you’ve a wordpress account?” and since i’m bored now, here i am typing an illogical post no one is going to read. not that it’s a bad thing – all these talks about censorship in weblogs and stuff – but we all know that it’s nice sometimes for someone to read our posts. then, at least we can lie to ourselves that someone cares.
i realise i contradict myself a lot. i like being alone, and i love the silence. but there are times when the silence becomes deafening and you need someone to talk to. and…once again i forgot what i wanted to say. you know sometimes i try to relate stuff and halfway through i blank out and forget my intention of sharing. anti-climatic i know, but, i guess i do it on purpose at times when i feel it’s not right to let anyone else hear. but this is not intentional. i think i didnt forget what to say, but i already said what i needed to in 2 sentences. i.e. “i like being alone and i love the silence”, however “there are times when i hate being alone and there are times i hate the silence.” yep. rhetorical. and it irks me that im typing this post for someone. ok probably im just talking to my inner-conscience. well, yea i am fine.
well, if you’re reading this, you know who you are, kudos to you for finding my wordpress. anyway i DID privatise my friendster account. how did you get to see my neoprints?
i was just reading my previous posts and urghh i cant believe i continued writing even when im in the ass-eh-eff. i dont know why im irked. probably there’s this misconception in my mind that posting stuff online is childish. but..i guess it’s rather refreshing to come back once in a while – away from facebook and stuff where we perpetually refresh our feeds like every 3 minutes to see how much others have caught up with us, or if anyone did try trapping a spider in shaving cream. wordpress is far relaxing, cos all you have is an empty box for you to fill. it’s like meditation.
but this is pretty nerve-wrecking because there are stuff i want to write here, but this inner quality control function in me keep censoring them. and so..yes i shan’t dwell on this.
so it’s till here for now. prolly next time when im remebered of this place ill write something again.
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